damn them humans..

So this is where I am right now- in this very uncomfortable claustrophobic situation better defined as an ''excuse me-super crowded-squished-sorry-i-stepped-on-your-toe-sorry-i- elbowed-your-nose'' kinda situation that I'm desperate to get out of.. its not even a situation...
its more of an observation, a realization...
The complexity of the human race is overwhelmingly awesome.. like in AWESOME! long and stretched out.. not the word people use to fake pleasure/approval.
Most days I’m just amazed at how every person I meet manages to lower the stupidity bar by a hundredfold. But then there are days when people I interact with have me staring after them in awe.
The whole spectrum, from the super intelligent to the ones you can barely term 'civilized' ; the whole co-existence thing is awesome. Understatement of the year, I know!
Co-existence..ha! its more like patience to bear with the rest, personally I just want to blow up everyone in sight..
Our hopefully *praying hard* dormant inbuilt potential- (the true true potential) to build up and destroy things in a blink of an eye terrifies me. Quite a creature there, Man, rather intimidating.

No these aren't the memoirs of a cat/dog or any other animal who observe humans because they're fun to watch. So before I get to the part where I whine about how my masters don’t love me and feed me enough... I’m signing out..

And heyy! *defensive* This started with a full 20 minute stare at the screen.. and then just noncohesive rambling which is the purpose of my blog anyway.

PS: for the highly inquisitive, the 20 minute stare came after a 15 minute stare trying to remember my password.
Blogging sure is hard work.
And a definite cause for blindness.
Heres to losing my sight super soon.

peace..