The Ordinary

Survival of the fittest pfft!
Its about surviving for the purpose of existing rather than excelling.
Indifference engulfs me as I stop struggling and allow myself to be dragged down to the bottom. All around I see people flailing to keep their heads above water; I watch them struggle, half admiring, half mocking their determination.
Human beings are distinct from one another, this does not necessarily mean each of us is special too. Bitter pill this is, but swallow it one must. Not a term to be wildly sown about, Only a few are special, the rest are average. Some of us live all our lives trying to rise above the water and claim the 'special' tag for ourselves.
The others, the ordinary, plod on with their lives knowing true greatness will never be theirs..

Tell me grandma, tell me again how I'm special.

Show me the moon, stroke my hair.
Rock me gently to sleep and assure me that I will make it big someday..

Why I hate people in general part-1

Every now and then I come across people who care or pretend to care about me enough to try and understand the complicated (you have been warned) person that I am. As touching as this 'bonding' experience tries to be it only serves to alienate me from the human population even further..

Acceptance is something I've always sought to receive. But I've reached a point in my life where i just don't care anymore. The point where I've woken up and taken a good hard look at the people who hold my "approval form" in their hands. The judging panel that shuns and alienates people who are even slightly different from the crowd at large. People all around are so self absorbed, I'm amazed at how they manage to get along with others who're probably self obsessed too anyways..

Wanna know what else is cool? Its amazing how everything that falls from my mouth manages to sound like a sob story when it should have the entirely opposite effect. Sympathy is the last thing I'm looking for..
Geeez!